Men Faking Love, Women Faking Orgasm

Don’t get too excited boys. I’m not gonna write anything about orgasm (at least not today). I kept thinking of faking love when one day one of my classmates was complaning about her boyfriend who’s pretty loose. She can go anywhere anytime with anyone without him being objected. First thing came up to my mind was “what do you really want, gal ?”Doesn’t it sound like a security issue ? Another gal was sobbing right in front of my face because her ex boyfriend had a new hobby : slapping her face. But after all she still weirdly kept on talking about how he loved her so much. And another friend of mine feels that he needs to join some online matchmakers since he desperately misses being loved by a woman. aren’t we sick and tired hearing of ‘love’ word and at the same time we’d always like to have one ? May be because there’s hardly any right definition of it ? Or may be because we watch too many love-theme movies ?

And while i’m writing this, the “this will be” by natalie cole seduces my ears as if she agrees with my mumble :

… Loving you is some kind of wonderful
Because you show me just how much you care
You’ve given me the thrill of a lifetime
And made me believe you’ve got more thrills to spare, oh
This will be an everlasting love, oh yes it will now
You’ve brought a lot of sunshine into my life
You’ve filled me with happiness I never knew
You gave me more joy than I ever dreamed of
And no one, no one can take the place of you, ooh
This will be, you and me, yes-sir-ee, eternally
Hugging and squeezing and kissing and pleasing
Together, forever, through rain or whatever
Yeh, yeh, yeh, yeh, you and me …

Why do people feel insecure about love anyway ? My world is surrounded by too many people who try too hard to love others while apparently they haven’t loved themselves good enough. Some others always have in minds that they gotta be loved by other opposite people (if they’re straight) to make their life completely wonderful. So in spite of any theories many experts wrote about, here’s mine : quit faking by loving your friend, your boyfriend, your galfriend, your enemy, and quit expecting them to love yourself just the way you are.

Start loving yourself before you do all that.